I was a reject too.
When I was very young, my parents have very least expectation of me. My grades were bad and I played a lot compared to my brothers who were hard working.
I have only three ‘friends’ in my primary school and there were so many controversy between one another.
In my first semester, I remembered that there was a time that I had to change to another team. Everybody was shooing me away. That is why I have such bad memories about my first semester class.